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ItвЂ™s very sad to see youвЂ™ve come this far treat people this way. вЂњPlease learn to control your anger and not be abusive. вЂњI hope this letter makes it to you Ivan. Many of these people have to speak up for themselves and it is not my place to tell their stories nor do I know if he has made amends with them. There was so much verbal abuse and toxicity that I donвЂ™t even know where to start and stop my thoughts. From throwing microphones at monitor engineers, telling crowds to turn over towards the monitor engineer and scream вЂњf*ck youвЂќ on numerous nights even once while the engineers father was there right next to him, telling crowds to scream f*ck you at the lighting designer, screaming in the faces of numerous personal assistants, screaming in the face of a drum tech with a disability and throwing items at him, screaming in the face of a 25 year veteran who assisted him through his recovery, screaming at a technician over a bass sample, pressuring a technician to play pornography and violent films through a teleprompter, screaming at numerous band members, speaking of how a female crew member would be f*ckable if it wasnвЂ™t for her accent, screaming at his therapist and sober coach, speaking of hiring a hitman to have another band member killed. I heard sorry too many times just to watch Ivan lose his anger on crew members again and again. вЂњA large part of recovery is making amends. IвЂ™m reminded of it every time I hear his band in public, see a t-shirt, see a news article, or have a person ask me about a job I once had. IвЂ™m learning to forgive him but I cannot forget his degradation, verbal abuse, and outbursts towards myself or those around me. I hope he can continue that path with grace, no one deserves to suffer the sickness that is addiction. It is a painful journey IвЂ™ve watched others walk, trip, and fail at. вЂњI know Ivan is still navigating sobriety and I hope that he can continue down that path. вЂњIвЂ™m hoping to bring attention to the public and to these companies because I feel that they are personally responsible for the actions of Ivan Moody since they represent and book FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH. A Rock nвЂ™ Roll band based out of Las Vegas, Nevada through a company named Advanced Weapon Technologies Inc and to my last known knowledge managed by 10th St Entertainment and booked by Live Nation. вЂњI used to work for a band named FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH. Some of the things IвЂ™ve witnessed IвЂ™m sure you can find on internet videos, IвЂ™d compile them myself if it wasnвЂ™t so painful to be reminded of the environment I experienced. Providing hard evidence is my largest issue and can only speak of my experiences. I have suffered enough emotional turmoil and am choosing to no longer sit in silence. IвЂ™m choosing to remain anonymous out of fear of a lawsuit, IвЂ™m hoping that others will come forth and speak out but in the live entertainment industry we have what are known as NDAвЂ™s which are essentially a gag order crafted to instill fear, create silence, and enable abusive behavior. IвЂ™m reaching out as an ex crew member who hopes to prevent another crew member from experiencing the same abuse I did while working. Please excuse my writing as the experience IвЂ™m sending to you is very triggering and IвЂ™m on a healing journey. One of the former FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH crew members sent anonymously accusing bandвЂ™s frontman Ivan Moody of вЂњdegradationвЂќ and вЂњverbal abuse.вЂќ

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